Bismi Allahi ar-Rahmani ar-Rahim
Life has its own twists and
turns.
Sometimes the unexpected things
happened in our life that we grope deep in our intellect to find the meaning
and wisdom of them all.
The scariest
thing is we sometimes do not understand and cannot find the wisdom underpinning
these unexpected experiences; and this of course left us wondering and waiting
in anticipation of what the future might hold. To me, this whole experience
left me hoping and pleading for Allah’s Mercy and Compassion.
Last October 2012, I went to
Istanbul, Turkey to present the findings of my experiment at an international
conference. The experiences gained at
the conference were profound and educational.
I cherished the wonderful people I have met and the insightful moments I
have spent there. Nonetheless, the
strangest or may be the inexplicable thing that had happened was, I met a very
enthusiastic young man who in just few hours decided to jump into an airplane
and travel half way around the world to be for better and worse with me in this
country that is so foreign to him. A
perfect stranger followed me home…strange but true.
Uncertainty leaves people in
anxiety. But I always remember that we
human can only plan but the Best Planner is Allah. Sometimes we do not even plan things that are
unfolding before us, but Allah sure has perfect plans for our life…What is a
person to do? Just depend on HIM and
trust HIM wholeheartedly. May good
things emerge out of this whole experience.
The anxiety and feelings that are developing within me is scary yet
pleasant at the same time for it makes me reflect on the power of Allah “Kun fa
Yakun”. Further, I know for sure, even
there might be heart ache and misery at the end of these experiences, what
Allah has given me are the Best.
When my students asked what I
have brought back from Istanbul as souvenir, I told them I brought a very big
souvenir and his name is Hasan. They
were very surprised and bombarded me with questions that I didn’t even know how
to explain. I only can tell that when
Allah wills something to happen, it happens.
When we trust Allah, what people can do or will do to us does not matter.
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Eyup Mosque after Fajr prayer |
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Eyup Mosque |
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Turkish young ladies |
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At a cabal car station |
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The Blue Mosque |
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Obelisk |
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Hagia Sophia |
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Istanbul viewed from Camlica |
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Camlica |
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Dr Norwati, Mr. Hasan Kuruz and yours truly |
Between Hagia Sophia and Sultanahmet Mosque
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as salam. nice post ummi. alin like. moga Allah redha. teruskan menulis ummi. caiyok3x. :)
ReplyDeleteWaalaikumussalam Alin. Jazakillah khair...Lama sungguh Alin menyepi. Di FB pun tak ada :)
ReplyDeleteafwan ummi. lama menyepi? hee. sekarang alin tengah pratikal la ummi. sibuk sikit.
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